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Epilepsy Blog Relay™: Accepting Epilepsy

Self PictureThis post is part of the Epilepsy Blog Relay™ which will run from June 1 through June 30. Follow along and add comments to posts that inspire you!

Jillian’s Story

I had my first tonic-clonic seizure on July 27, 2012. I was 20 years old; perfectly healthy, getting ready to start my senior year of college and turn the big 21 in just a couple weeks. After MRI’s, EEG’s and meeting with a local neurologist, I was told I had abnormal brain waves and would now be considered epileptic. I was put on medication and that was that. I had almost forgotten about the bizarre occurrence when I had my second tonic-clonic seizure nearly two years later on May 24, 2014. For the past two years now I have experienced about one to three per month.

When I first began my journey through Epilepsy, I refused to consider myself epileptic. After all, there were people working through far worse cases of this complicated neurological disorder. I felt guilty telling people that I was epileptic. I felt like I was just looking for their pity and compassion. That I was just whining and serving as an annoyance if I talked about it since I didn’t seize every day and I was otherwise healthy. But no- One seizure is too many. We need to talk about it. There needs to be awareness.

Accepting epilepsy

The day I finally accepted Epilepsy as a part of my everyday life is when I finally felt the slightest (key word: slightest) bit of control and ownership over this maddening new obstacle in my life. I may not have a seizure every day, but I do wake up every morning with the same fear and the same hope. I do resort to cabs and friends to drive me where I need to go. I do swallow an increasingly large handful of anticonvulsant medications two times a day. I do endure the side effects these drugs bring with them. With acceptance comes peace. With peace comes strength to take control of your life no matter the obstacle.

For more of Jillian’s story, visit her site at http://www.seizuredazed.com.


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